ponedeljek, 10. marec 2014

86.del

bilo je že zelo pozno. iskala sem Jade, ker sem hotela domov. 

''are you looking for Jade?'' je vprašal Finn. 

''yeah..'' sem se obrnila in ga pogledala. s prstom je pokazal k ognju, ker je sedela Jade.

''there she is'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. pogledala sem tja in jo videla. 

''thanks'' sem rekla z nasmeškom. 

''I'm gonna go home now..'' zgubil je nasmeh.

''noo.. why?'' 

''I'm just.. really tired..'' 

''okay'' je rekel, se nasmehnil in me pobožal po licu. 

''bye'' sem zašepetala.

''bye'' je naredil isto. obrnila sem se in tekla do Jade. vmes sem zaklicala:

''JAAAAAAAAAAADEEEE'' pogledala me je.

''oh Selly'' 

''hey.. are you doing anything?'' sem jo vprašala, ker sem videla, da nima družbe.

''no.. I actually just wanted to find you to go home cause I'm bored and tired'' 

''yeah, same here'' 

''except that you weren't bored, huh?'' zasmejali sva se. 

''let's go. help me get up'' je rekla in mi dala roke. pomagala sem ji vstati. potem sva šli do skuterja in se hoteli odpeljati domov. še enkrat sem pogledala za Finnom. našla sem ga in mu pomahala. pomahal je nazaj, potem pa sva šli. ko sva prišli v Jadeino hišo (tam bom spet spala) sva šli v sobo. takoj, ko sva zaprli vrata....

''oh Goood Jade, he's such a good kisser'' zasmejala se je. 

''let's go to sleep, we can't wake up dad'' je rekla v smehu. ulegli sva se v posteljo in kmalu zaspali. naslednji dan sem se zbudila pred Jade. vzela sem telefon in imela sem že sms. pogledala sem ga in bil je od Finna. 

morning:)

you're awake already? 

yup

morning then:)

how are you?

okay, you? aren't you tired?

nah, I'm cool. 

what happened with your brother after the party?

he didn't come home.. he still isn't home.. 

I'm so sorry for what I said to him.. I guess I made it even worse..

nonono! thank God you said that. thank you:)

I'm happy you finally faced him(:

well it happened cause you were there.. 

no, it happened cause you're brave:D

believe me, it's your fault

okay hahah:D

thank you:)

I  just wanted to help you..

you did. 

okay:)

''you already have his number? shit, girl'' 

''good morning to you too, Jade'' hotela sem odložiti telefon, ampak sem dobila še en sms.

Selly?

yeah?

maybe it's stupid and too early but I think I fell in love with you.. I mean.. I just want to keep you.. I can't tell you how it is in my life but it doesen't matter. I just wanted to tell you how much I'm into you..

are you.. serious? like, really serious?

I'm sorry.. I shouldn't say it, right?

no. it's okay:) because I'm in love with you too.. and when we kissed yesterday I trully felt butterflies.. :)

are you sure?

99%

what's that 1% ?

it's just to scare the shit out of you ahhaha I'm kidding I'm so into you..

I'm so happy right now..

me too:)

go out with me

when?

today. like.. now

okay haha I just have to deal with Jade

hahah take your time. 

pogledala sem Jade in videla, da je ves čas brala smsje.

''Jade! bitch'' sem rekla in smejali sva se. 

''what are you waiting??? go out with him!'' 

''help me what to dress'' sem rekla. 

oblekla sem se tako nekako in šla ven.


heyy

yeah? sem odgovorila na še en sms.

can I kiss you when you'll come to the beach?

dumbo hahah of course you can.

okay. see ya:) potem sem končno šla proti plaži.






















nedelja, 9. marec 2014

85.del

povedala sem ji vse. od prvega dne, ko je šla. kaj sva počela z Justinom in zakaj nisva več skupaj. niti enega dneva ji nisem pozabila povedati. 

''are you sad about Justin?'' nasmehnila sem se.


''no. actually I'm not. he's happy now with Selena and I'm happy if he is'' sem rekla kar sem resnično mislila.


''awh'' je rekla in me objela.


''hey! where are we going tomorrow? that guy asked you if we're comming somewhere tomorrow and you said yes..''


''ooh yeah, that's Finn. I met him today when I waited for you at the beach.. he was waiting for his brother. he's turning 19 tomorrow and as we talked he invited us to his party which he said might be pretty awesome.. he seems really nice'' 


''ahhh.. I'm in'' pogledala me je in jaz sem se nasmehnila. 


''and he's tooooootally cutee'' 


''awwwwww yeah I knew it'' je rekla in me v smehu udarila po glavi z blazino. 


''then we must go to the mall tomorrow and buy some clothes for the party''


''oh I missed this so much'' 


''me tooo that trip was sooo lame.. I mean.. it was beautiful and sunny and everything but I was so bored as I had to be with dad all the time.. there were like 3 people who were my age. one was a retard.. I mean.. not really but he seemed like one, one was so stupid I couldn't even look at him and I don't know what was wrong with that girl, I just didn't feel like hanging with her.. so lame'' smejala sem se.


''what?''


''you're a bitch'' sem rekla v smehu in tokrat jaz njo udarila z blazino. smejali sva se, potem pa sva šli v kuhinjo in spekli kokice. šli sva nazaj v njeno sobo in do 4ih zjutraj gledali filme. končno sva se odločili, da greva spat, da bi bile naslednji dan budni na plaži. ulegli sva se na posteljo, se še nekaj časa pogovarjali, potem pa končno zaspali. 


naslednji dan sva se zbudili, pojedli zajtrk in se spravili na Jadin skuter in šli v center. šli sva po veliko trgovinah in bilo je najboljše. kupili sva veliko stvari. potem sva šli domov in kmalu je bil že čas, da sva se pripravili za zabavo. izbrala sem najljubšo obleko, ki sem jo kupila danes:



zunaj ni bilo več tako mrzlo, da ne bi mogla imeti obleke. čez sem oblekla še jeans jakno. 

lase sem imela spuščene:







tudi Jade se je lepo uredila. usedli sva se na skuter in se odpeljali na plažo. tam je bilo veliko ljudi.temnilo se je in ogenj so imeli že zakurjen. z Jade sva se sprehodili po plaži, da bi videli kdo vse je tukaj. prišli sva do mize in tam nama je vesela punca v roko porinila rdeče kozarce s punčom. 


predvajal sta se je Rihanna in Nicki Minaj- http://youtu.be/gaVtC5A5frA . bilo je kul.


sprehajali sva se in za mano sem slišala:


''Selly!'' obrnili sva se. 


''oh, hey Finn'' 


''hey.. you must be Jade right?'' 


''yeah, that's me'' dala sta si roki. 


''nice to meet you'' 


''you too'' 


obrnil se je bolj proti meni. 


''so are you two enjoying the party?'' 


''yeah, it's really great'' 


''enjoy? I love it!'' je rekla Jade in vsi smo se smejali. 


''hey, at midnight we're eating cake at the big table..make sure to be there'' 


''wouldn't miss that'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila. hodili sva po plaži in spoznavali nove ljudi. prišli sva v neko skupino punc in fantov. izgledali so v redu, zato sva se jim pridružile. med njimi je bil nek bedak, ki se je na vse drl. neki punci je iz rok zbil kozarec s punčom in jo polil.


''jerk'' sem rekla potiho, a me je vseeno slišal. 


''what did you say?'' je rekel in me zlobno pogledal. 


''you're a jerk'' sem rekla medtem, ko sva se z Jade obrnili  in šli drugam. pri mizi kjer naj bi imeli kasneje torto, sva videli kitaro. 


''ohhhhh Selly.. take the guitar, let's go to the fire and you'll play and sing something pleeeasee'' je prosila Jade. zasmejala sem se in šla po kitaro. šli sva k ognju in se usedli. začela sem igrati in peti:

http://youtu.be/gH476CxJxfg

kmalu se je okoli ognja zbrala skoraj cela plaža ljudi, ki so peli z mano in po ritmu ploskali/tleskali/udarjali po kolenih. bilo je tako zabavno.. :D nasproti mene sem opazila Finna, ki se je zelo zabaval in zraven je pel. ljudje so se tako zabavali, da smo prepeli še veliko pesmi. ko smo končali neko pesem, sem začela peti Happy Birthday in pogledala Finna. pridružili so se mi in Finnu smo tako voščili. končno sem odložila kitaro in šli smo k mizi, da bi jedli torto. Finnu so v roke porinili šampanjec, da bi ga odprl. stala sem zraven njega. 


''3, 2, 1, opeeeen!'' smo vpili. končno je odprl šampanjec. pokrov je skočil daleč stran in iz flaše je špricala pena. 


''ughh Finn! you'll empty the whole bottle by opening it like this! you ruin everything!'' bil je tisti bedak, kateremu sem to že povedala. ostala sem z odprtimi usti. presenečeno sem se zasmejala. na plaži je bilo spet glasno, zato me je lahko slišal samo Finn. 


''I see.. so that's your brother, huh?'' stisnil je ustnice, me pogledal in skomignil z rameni. 


''told you'' 


''I'm sorry but.. he's an idiot'' prestrašeno me je pogledal. 


''I'm- I'm sorry.. I shouldn't say that..'' obrnil se je, da bi še narezal torto. v resnici mi je samo hotel obrniti hrbet.


''Finn, I said I was sorry''


''look, I know he is a jerk sometimes but he's still my brother, ya know?'' odkimala sem z glavo.


''he doesen't treat you right! look, I saw the look in your eyes before when he yelled about how to open a bottle. you were scared.. you look up to him and you want to be his friend and you think you screw up everything but you don't. okay? you should tell him that'' 


pogledal je v tla in skoraj spustil solzo. potem me je pogledal in to je trajalo nekaj časa. bil je dosti višji od mene, zato me je gledal na vzdol.


''can I hug you?'' zasmejala sem se in to je bilo ja. objel me je. 


''happy birthday, Finn'' 


''thank you'' je rekel z nasmeškom. 


''thanks for comming.. if you weren't here I'd be lost right now.. I guess I'd just cry in a corner'' 


pogledala sem ga.


''you don't have to cry for this. even if he's your brother he doesen't deserve your tears, okay?'' 


pokimal je in se nasmehnil. pogledala sem okoli. Jade je bila z nekimi puncami in fanti in se zabavala.


''do you wanna go to the fire with me?'' je vprašal in za sabo pokazal na ogenj malo stran od morja. 


''sure''sem rekla in šla sva tja. pogovarjala sva se o njegovem bratu in povedal mi je veliko o njem.


''Finn.. if you ever need company or something you can always call me, okay?'' pogledal je v morje. 


''actually I can't'' 


''why?'' sem prestrašeno vprašala.


''cause I don't have your number'' je rekel, se nasmehnil in me pogledal. brcnila sem ga v nogo.


''dumbass'' smeje sva si zamenjala telefone in vpisala najine številke. ko sem telefon dobila nazaj, sem ga še slikala. 


''heey! now I need your picture too!''


''no way'' sem se zasmejala.


''that's not fair, girl!'' 


''I don't want you to have a picture of me alone in your phone! if you want a picture of me, we'll take a picture together'' 


''deal'' vzel je telefon, obrnil na sprednjo kamero in slikala sva se tako, da sva oba kazala jezik. bila je ok. 


''great'' pogledal me je in se mi nasmejal. nasmeh sem mu vrnila in dolgo sva se gledala. 


''Selly?'' 


''yeah?'' 


''I don't expect you to say anything but.. I-I really like you.'' moj nasmeh se je izgubil. zavzdihnila sem in pogledala v morje. nekaj časa je bil tiho.


''I know.. you're just out of relationship and no girl would ever like me, I mean look at me.. no girl ever did and no girl ever will like me-'' medtem, ko je govoril sem ga pogledala nazaj in se nazaj nasmehnila. potem sem ga prekinila. 


''-I like you too'' utihnil je. 


''you.. you do?'' nasmehnila sem se in pokimala. kmalu je dobil nasmešek še on. z roko je prijel mojo brado in me pobožal s prstom po licu. 


''but.. you're not over.. Justin yet'' 


''I am'' 


''sure?'' 


''I swear.'' 


''but are you sure about this?'' je rekel z njegovim obrazom čisto pri mojem. 


''yolo, right?'' zasmejala sva se.


''no, I'm sure'' zdaj sva imela samo majhne nasmeške. prišel je še bližje. bil je previden, počasen in nežen. končno je pritisnil ustnice na moje. potem se je odmaknil. nisem še hotela končati, zato sem se še enkrat prilimala nanj. tokrat sta nastopala tudi jezika. trajalo je dolgo. potem sva se naenkrat odmaknila. nekaj časa sva se samo gledala.


''what does that mean?'' nasmehnila sem se.


''I don't know'' 


''but I know for sure you're a good kisser'' nasmehnil se je, jaz pa sem ga še enkrat poljubila. prevrnila sva se tako, da je Finn ležal na pesku, jaz pa na njem. še vedno sva se poljubljala. odmaknil se je, da bi nekaj povedal.


''please tell me this is not gonna end tomorrow like other girls do to me'' 


''it's not gonna end tomorrow'' sem rekla in spet me je poljubil. potem sva ležala na pesku en zraven drugega in gledala v nebo. 


''can I tell you something?'' 


''sure'' 


''I think every girl falls for you'' 


''yeah, I don't think so.. why do you?'' 


''because you're smart, kind and you have a big heart'' sem rekla in se obrnila proti njemu tako, da sem se naslonila na roko. naredil je isto.


''but I'm not good-looking'' 


''hell yeah, you are'' nasmehnil se je in me spet pobožal po licu. potem je prijel mojo roko, se igral z mojimi prsti, potem pa jo poljubil. nasmehnila sem se. 


'Fiiiiiiiiiiiiinnn!'' je klical nek random človek. hitro sva se pobrala, da bi šla k mizi. ustavil se je in me pogledal.


''can I hold your hand?'' nasmehnila sem se in mu dala roko. potem sva šla do mize. Jade me je pogledala, se nasmehnila in mi pomežiknila. nasmehnila sem se ji nazaj. 


''dude, this music is lame.. I'm gonna change it, okay?'' je rekel njegov brat. Finn me je pogledal in jaz njega nazaj. Josh (njegov brat) se je že obrnil proti zvočnikom, da bi zamenjal muziko. 


''no.. you won't change it.'' obrnil se je. 


''oh.. is that so?'' 


''yeah, it is. all the people like it and it's great. and Finn chose it. so get away from the speakers and leave this music'' 


''you won't tell me what to do, bitch!'' Finn je stopil pred mano. 


''what did you call her?'' bil je tiho. 


''look Josh, I'm sorry but you have to get the hell out of my party'' še vedno se ni premaknil. Finn je pokazal s prstom stran od plaže. 


''get out'' Josh se je zasmejal in odkimal. 


''she means more to you than your own brother?'' je rekel. s svojo ramo se je zaletel v Finnovo medtem, ko je odhajal. Finn je zaprl oči. objela sem ga.


''I'm so proud of you'' vrnil mi je objem.


''I just kicked my brother from my party'' je rekel in skoraj zajokal. pogledala sem ga in mu popravila lase, ki so mu gledali izpod kape.


''look at me'' ni me hotel pogledati, ker je imel solzne oči, zato je gledal v stran.


''come on, look at me'' sem ponovila. stisnil je ustnice, jih polizal in me končno pogledal. 


''you did the right thing, okay?'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila. 


''you finally faced him after a long time.. I'm so proud of you'' spet sem ga objela. 


''tell me everything's gonna be okay'' 


''it is going to be okay, don't worry'' močno me je stisnil.












































torek, 4. marec 2014

84.del

pogledala sem film in šla kmalu spat, da bi noč hitro minila.

zjutraj sem se zbudila, preoblekla in tekla na plažo.

are you near? sem poslala sms Jade.

yup.. we'll be here in half an hour:)

I'll wait for you here:) :*

okay. can't wait to see you:**

you too<3

šele zdaj sem opazila, da sem bila na plaži tako zgodaj zjutraj, da je bila še skoraj tema. bila sem na telefonu in kar naenkrat se je par metrov od  mene usedel nek fant.
izgledal je tako:


pogledala sem ga in on mene.

''hey'' je rekel in se nasmehnil.

''hey'' sem naredila isto.

''are you... waiting for a boat?'' 

''yup..you?''

''yeah.. me too'' rahlo sem pokimala in se spet nasmehnila. prisedel je bližje. 

''who are you waiting for?'' 

''oh.. my best friend Jade.. she went on a trip with her dad and I haven't seen her for a half a year.. oh God that's crazy'' zasmejal se je.

''who are you waiting for?'' 

''my girlfriend'' 

''oh..'' awkward.

''I'm just kidding, I don't have a girlfriend.. I'm waiting for my brother..''

''whoa.. you haven't seen your brother for a half a year?'' pokimal je.

''he's older than me and he doesen't live on this side of Canada, so it's often like this''

''oh.. that's not really cool, ha?'' pogledal me je in se nasmehnil, kar je pomenilo, da res ni kul.

''anyways, I'm Finn.'' je rekel in mi dal roko. stisnila sem jo in rekla:

''Selly''

''I knew it''

''knew what?'' s prstom je pokazal name.

''you're the Bieber girl'' pogledala sem v morje. 

''ex Bieber girl actually..'' 

''oh, I'm.. I'm sorry..''

''ahh.. it's okay..'' sem rekla,se nasmehnila in ga pogledala. nekaj časa sva bila tiho. bil je tako lep in prijazen..

''so, how old are you?''

''I'll be 19 in a few months''

''oh, I'll be 19 too'' 

''really? when?'' 

''tomorrow''

''really?'' sem se zasmejala. 

''yeah, that's why my brother's actually comming..'' 

''well, happy birthday then''  sem se nasmehnila. vrnil mi je nasmeh.

''thank you'' potem je pogledal v morje in zavzdihnil.

''no offence, but you really aren't excited about your brother comming, right?'' 

''ugh.. '' je rekel in se zasmejal. ''I mean.. he.. you're actually the first pperson who I admited this to but yeah.. he corrects me everytime I say something and everything I do, I do it wrong for him and he's really not comming because of my birthday.. if it would only be for my birthday he wouldn't come..''

''sorry...''

''eh..''

''then why is he comming?'' zavzdihnil je.

''we're loosing our grandma actually''

''oh God.. I'm so sorry''

''it's okay. she's been having cancer for two years.. we're all prepared for the day she's gone'' 

gledala sem ga in se smehljala.

''what?'' se je zasmejal.

''you'll think I'm cazy for saying this but.. you're actually really brave and you don't know it.. I mean even thought your brother doesen't treat you right you come to the beach half an hour before he comes with the ship... '' nasmehnil se je. nekaj časa sva bila tiho.

''hey, would you want to come to my birthday party tomorrow?'' 

''well...I..''

''there's gonna be a lot of people and we'e gonna have it here so... it might be pretty cool'' nasmehnila sem se.

''can Jade come with me?'' 

''totally'' 

''we'll be there'' 

''great'' pogledala sem na morje in daleč stran se je že videla ladja. 

''look! the boat is comming!'' pogledal je ladjo in se smehljal. ladja je hitro potovala, zato so bili kar hitro blizu. vstala sem in začela mahati in skakati. kmalu sem videla, da mi je Jade mahala nazaj. tudi Finn je vstal in začel mahati. na plažo je prišlo še veliko ljudi, ki so čakali svoje prijatelje/družino. takoj, ko so prišli v pristanišče, je Jade skočila iz ladje in tekla sva ena proti drugi. zaleteli sva se in se močnooooooooo objeli. zakričali sva. 

''I missed you sooo much'' je rekla.

''I missed you moreeee'' pogledala sem jo. 

''let's go take your things'' 

''okay'' je rekla in se nasmehnila. potem sva tekli do ladje in vzeli njene kovčke. ko sva prišle nazaj na sredino plaže, sem pogledala kje je Finn. videla sem ga ob morju, ko je ravno objel brata. nasmehnila sem se. potem sva z Jade šli. ko sva že skoraj prišli iz plaže, me je ustavil Finn.

''so.. are you two comming tomorrow?'' 

''sure'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila. 

''great. see ya'' mi je vrnil nasmeh. potem je šel nazaj k bratu, midve pa domov. šli sva k njej, kjer naj bi tudi prespala. 

''so tell me everything.'' 










sobota, 1. marec 2014

83.del

nekaj časa sva igrala karte, potem pa do zvečer gledala filme. zaspala sem prej kot Justin.

zjutraj sem se zbudila in videla, kako je Justin buden, hitro zaprl oči. gledala sem ga in začela sva se smejati.

''why are you always pretending you're sleeping?''

''because I love watching you sleeping'' nasmehnila sem se in on tudi. dal mi je lupčka. 

''are you feeling okay?''

''yeah, I'm great'' 

''cool. want some eggs for breakfast?'' 

''sure'' nasmehnil se je in šel iz sobe. tačas sem šla za mizo in prižgala računalnik. odločila sem se, da bom gledala Justinove shranjene posnetke. kliknila sem na mapo in jih začela gledati. smejala sem se. potem pa sem kliknila na nek drug posnetek. opis je bil: 'sel'. na posnetku je bila Selena, ko je na koncertu pela Love will remember in jokala. še jaz sem začela jokati. Justin je s krožniki prišel v sobo. 

''here you go... Selly, what's wrong?'' 

hitro je odložil krožnike in prišel k mizi, da bi videl kaj delam. 

''Selly, I can explane.. Chaz just wanted to show me this concert and..''

''no.. Justin.. stop talking shits.. it's okay.'' začudil se je, jaz pa nasmehnila. 

''why are you crying then?'' nekaj časa sem bila tiho. 

''you love her.'' sem ga z objokanimi očmi z nasmehom pogledala.

''no.. baby I..''

''stop. you love her. and it's okay. I just want you to be happy. and you were happy with her.'' 

''not as much as I am happy with you'' zavzdihnila sem. vstala sem in ga objela. potem sem ga pogledala in se nasmehnila. 

''what?'' 

''bye Justin'' hodila sem proti vratom sobe.

''Selly.. wait.. wait!'' je rekel in tekel za mano. še jaz sem začela teči in čimprej izginila iz njihove hiše. nisem jokala. nisem jokala, ker sem se zavedla, da sem bila jaz ovira, da bi bil Jus srečen. počasi sem hodila domov in končno prišla v svojo sobo. šla sem v posteljo in zaspala. popoldne sem se zbudila in šla na računalnik. prijavila sem se na twitter in pogledala tweete.

whore!

see what you did here?!? Selena cries because of you!!

break up already, you don't deseve him!!!

Justin. be smart and leave her already..

...

kamorkoli sem pogledala je bil tisti link, ko Selena poje Love will remember in joče. 

Selena and Justin belong together! she proved that last night!

čakaj. to je bilo včeraj? huh? zlagal se mi je.. ? zaspala sem pred Justinom. zakaj mi ni enostavno povedal? oči so se mi napolnile s solzami. saj je vseeno. konec je. obrisala sem solze in šla nazaj v posteljo. poslušala sem muziko in pozno ponoči zaspala.

zbudila sem se pozno. Sama in očija ni bilo doma. na telefonu sem dobila sporočilo, da je Justin nekaj objavil na twitterju. pogledala sem.

calm down Beliebers.. leave Selly alone.

spet sem spustila solzo. 

2 tedna sem preživela sama v sobi in veliko sem se sprehajala po plaži. Justin je na twitter objavljal slike iz zabav. vedno je bila z njim Selena. po dveh tednih sem dobila sms od Justina.

meet me on the beach. now

nasmehnila sem se. zunaj je bilo toplo. oblekla sem se tako:

hitro sem šla na plažo. Justin je že bil tam, obrnjen proti morju. prišla sem za njim.

''so.. you wanted to see me?'' obrnil se je in nasmehnil. nekaj časa me je gledal.

''what?''

''I just.. really want to hug you right now'' nasmehnila sem se in objel me je. potem sva se usedla na pesek in gledala morje. 

''why didn't you tell me?'' zavzdihnil je. 

''cause I knew you'd be upset.. and you were ill so I really didn't want to..''

''you know.. I'd be happier if you'd tell me the truth.'' 

''I kno- I'm sorry'' je rekel in me pogledal. 

''Selly.. I want you back.'' 

''I thought you already date Selena'' zavil je z očmi. potem sem jezno vstala.

''do you, or don't you?'' še on je vstal.

''what?'' 

''date Selena'' 

''I.. I don't know.. kind of.. I guess'' 

''and you want me back?'' hitro je zavzdihnil. potem sem spet obrnila na prijazno stran. 

''look Justin. sometimes, when you really love a person you want that person to be happy. even if you have to let it go.'' 

''I just hope we can still be friends'' nasmehnila sem se. 

''I'm not a toy, Justin. I have feelings too.'' obrnila sem se in šla stran. nisem jokala. začela bom na novo. Justina bom pozabila. bila je samo neka ''summer romance'', ki se je bolj ali manj zmanjševala z toploto poleti. ko se je začela jesen, sva se samo še kregala. ko sem prišla domov, sem dobila sms. OD JADE!!

pick me up at the beach tomorrow at 12 a.m. ;** začela sem se na glas smejati.

YOU'RE COMMING HOME? oh my God Jade I can't tell you how happy I am right now:'')

see ya babe;**<3 xoxo  bila sem takoooooo veselaaa <33