oči je šel odpret in slišalo se je:
''hey. is Selly home?''
''Selly? no. she went with...who's that boy...Chaz, I think. 15 minutes ago.''
bila sem že zelo blizu vrat, a Justin me še ni opazil. videla sem ga, kako se je prijel za glavo.
''yeah, she's crazy about him...''
takrat je šel že malo predaleč.
''dad.'' sem rekla in mu dala signal naj se odmakne.
''I'm kidding you, bro!'' je rekel, ga udaril po rami in se smejal kot bedak. potem je šel nazaj v kuhinjo. pogledala sem za njim, se poslovila od njega, potem pa sem pogledala Justina. smehljal se je.
''what?''
''nothing.'' se je nasmehnil. na glavo mi je položil venček belih in roza rožic, ki se je ujemal z mojo obleko. bil je tako lep. venček in Justin. oblečen je bil v črne hlače, belo srajco in črn rekeljc. imel je še črnega metuljčka.
''you look beautiful. just like always.''
''stop it, Justin.'' sem rekla hladno. zdaj je pogledal žalostno. potem sem za sabo zaprla vrata in odpravila sva se proti šoli. ko sva hodila je bilo vse tako pusto in žalostno. prvič se nisva držala za roke po dolgem času. cel čas se nisva nič pogovarjala in bilo je tako... res nisem marala, ko si nisva imela nič za povedat. potem sva prišla do šole in tam je bilo tako zelo lepo. maturirali smo že zadnji dan šole, zato je bil danes na vrsti samo še ples. bil je večer in že se je mračilo. povsod so bili prižgani lampinjoni in bilo je romantično. zgledalo je, kot da sva malo zamudila, ker so skoraj vsi že bili tam. naša razredničarka je stopila na oder in nam zaželela lep zadnji večer cele srednje šole. rekla nam je, naj se zabavamo in, da nas ima vse zelo rada in nas nikoli ne bo pozabila. potem se je prižgala muzika in začeli smo plesati. najprej nisem prepoznala pesmi ampak potem sem zaslišala. First Dance od Justina. Justin je zavzdihnil, zavil z očmi in pogledal v tla. bil je žalosten.
prijel je mojo roko in jo rahlo dvignil. drugo sem mu položila na ramo. plesala sva in bil je zelo dober.
''your songs always describe my feelings'' sem rekla in zavzdihnila. nasmehnil se je in potem sem mu glavo naslonila na ramo. oba sva potiho zraven pela. potem se je začela predvajati ta pesem: http://youtu.be/hjky7v7JIow (poslušaj medtem, ko bereš. komad je vreden, da ga slišiš. najboljši je. poleg Justinovih, of course).
glavo sem odslonila in pogledala Justina. nekaj časa sva bila tiho in plesala, potem pa sem ga hotela poljubiti. komaj sem se zadrževala. seveda ga nisem mogla, če sva bila 'skregana'. mogla sem vsaj reči kaj.
''Justin?''
''yeah?''
''I can't...did you..oh my...''
''do you want to talk about yesterday?''
pogledala sem v tla in zavzdihnila.
''yeah...''
''okay.'' je rekel potiho in se mi nasmehnil. potem je dvignil najini roki, me zavrtel, potem pa me je odpeljal na neko klop v bližini. lampinjoni so svetili okoli naju.
''just start... I don't know how to start so...you do it.''
''did you really ment..''
''no.''
''would you let me finnish or will I have to go home?''
''no. you're right. tell me.''
''did you really ment it when you said medias means more to you than me?''
''no Selly, of course not.''
''than why did you say it?''
''it was a bad day...''
''but that's not an apology..''
''I know. and I know you won't forgive me either. but at least I'll try. I know it's not gonna be easy but I want you to know that I really am sorry. I was just so stupid. and I knew it's gonna happen again someday. I really don't want to hurt you. you're not a jerk. I am. a big stupid jerk.''
''yeah. you are.''
pogledal je v tla in zavzdihnil.
''but you're my jerk. and even if we fight sometimes I'll always love you.''
že takoj ko sem rekla tisti ''but'' me je v hitro pogledal. ko sem prišla proti koncu se je začel smehljati. nasmehnila sem se mu nazaj.
''so are we...'' je začel in tam tudi končal. videl je, da ne potrebuje več nobenih besed. pogledal me je od ustnic do oči potem pa me poljubil. to je trajalo takoo dolgo in bilo je najlepše. spet sem bila srečna. potem me je prijel za roko in me peljal nazaj na plesišče.
''ohh...so much better now.''
''agree..'' je rekel in zasmejala sva se. vrtele so se počasne pesmi in zdaj je bilo vse še lepše.
''Selly?''
''yeah?''
''you really do look beautiful tonight.''
nasmehnila sem se in pogledala v tla.
''so do you.'' sem rekla in se z očmi vrnila nazaj na njega.
''you always do.''
''you too.'' sem mu odgovorila. objel me je.
plesali smo zelo pozno v noč in bil je res najlepši maturantski ples na svetu. potem smo šli Justin, Jade, Tom in jaz na sok v bar na plaži. pogovarjali smo se in potem smo se poslovili. Justin in jaz sva šla v svojo smer, onadva pa v njuno. zdaj sva se držala za roke. skupaj sva šla dokler se je dalo, ko pa je prišlo do razcepa poti, kjer je šla ena pot do njegove hiše, druga pa do moje, sva se ustavila.
''do you want to sleep in our house?''
odkimala sem.
''do you want me to sleep in your house.''
nasmehnila sem se in rekla:
''not today, Jus.''
pogledal je v tla.
''sorry.'' sem še dodala.
''no..no, I totally understand.''
''thanks'' sem se nasmehnila in kmalu se je tudi on meni. poljubil me je na lička.
''night, girl.''
''goodnight.''
še vedno sva se držala za roke, čeprav sva lezla narazen. nisva jih spustila, dokler nisva bila že predaleč. potem sva šla vsak svojo pot. ko sem prišla domov, sem v dnevni sobi videla očija.
''hi daddy.''
''oh, hi princess. how was it?''
''the best night of my life?''
''oh...I get it..you and Justin...am I right?''
nasmehnila sem se.
''night daddy. I love you.''
''I love you too.''
šla sem v svojo sobo in iz kopalnice je prišel Sam.
''heey. how was it?''
''how do you think it was?''
''awww.. I knew it. just believe and everything's gonna be alright, right?''
nasmehnila sem se in pokimala. prišel je do mene in me objel.
''I love you, little sis.''
''I love you too.''
''goodnight.''
''night.''
šla sem v posteljo in vzela računalnik. šla sem na twitter in tweetala: best prom a girl could ever imagine :). @justinbieber ♥
isto sekundo, ko sem objavila, sem dobila sporočilo na telefonu, da je Justin tweetal: best night in whole life. @SeeellyTheBelieber ♥
kot bi bilo zanalašč. en drugemu sva retweetala in potem sem ugasnila računalnik in zaspala. sredi noči sem dobila sms od Justina.
hey shawty.
what's your problem?
I can't sleep without you...
how did you sleep yesterday?
I didn't.
liar.
I'm serious.
then don't sleep tonigh
I can't. so...I guess I won't sleep tonight either.
do I have to sing for you? :)*
yes please.
I was kidding.
but I wasn't
twinkle, twinkle little star..
how I wonder where you are
in my bed, I want to sleep.
...
can't find a rhyme to 'sleep'?
..you guessed.
but you're a singer!
but you confused my head..
why?:o
cause I love you and I don't think about anything else than you.
same here:)
I love you.
I love you more
but you can't..
why do you think so?
cause I love you the most.
:)
night shawty♥
night Juju♥
odložila sem telefon na nočno omarico in nazaj zaspala. ko sem se zjutraj zbudila, sem najprej pogledala na telefon in spet sem imela sms:
call me as soon as you're awake.
prestrašila sem se in hitro poklicala Jusa. javil se je že po prvem pisku na telefonu in zdaj sem bila še bolj prestrašena.
''hey babe, what's wrong?'' sem rekla začudeno.
''he...what should be wrong?''
''I don't know, you tell me. you said I have to call you.''
''eeehhhh noo'' je rekel in se zasmejal. ''I just missed you..'' je še rekel, še vedno v nasmehu.
''Jussstiiinnn'' sem rekla in se začela smejati.
''whaat?''
''you scared me.''
''sorry.''
''I love you.''
''I love you too.'' je rekel. nasmehnila sem se.
''so. where can I take you today?''
''hummmm... I don't know. you decide today.''
''are you sure?''
''yeah.''
''so..you don't care where?''
''no. I just wanna be with you.''
''okay. then I'll make a surprise.''
''okay.''
''I'll call you when I decide, okay?''
''deal.''
''okay. see you.''
''see you.'' prekinila sem. čez pet minut me je spet klical.
''already?''
''yeah.''
''tell me.''
sreda, 20. november 2013
sobota, 16. november 2013
46.del
končal je in se odmaknil. ulegla sem se na tla. zaprla sem oči in razmišljala o turneji. ne bom ga pustila, da bo šel in, da ga ne vem koliko časa ne bi videla, a hkrati nisem mogla pustiti doma očija, Sama in Jade, vsi pa ne bi mogli zraven. potem se je ulegel zraven mene.
''now you're thinking about the tour, ha?''
nasmehnila sem se, kar naj bi pomenilo ja.
''everything's gonna be wrong.'' je zavzdihnil. nasmeh mi je ušel. roke sem položila na trebuh.
''the tour is far away from now...''
''yeah but that's even worse.''
''why?''
''because we'll attach to each other even more( še bolj se bova navezala en na drugega, se mi zdi da se tako napiše..) and we won't be able to be one without the other. at least I won't. you'll really have to go with me.''
''I really don't want to talk about this anymore. not till the right time, okay?''
''you're right. okay.'' bila sem žalostna. Justin se je obrnil na hrbet, jaz pa sem proti njemu samo obrnila glavo in gledala sva se. pobožal me je po ličku in se mi nasmehnil. nasmeh sem mu vrnila.
''why don't we lay in our bed?''
''because floor is better for our backs, it hurts less than in bed.'' sem rekla sarkastično, saj me je na tleh res že bolel hrbet. začel se je smejati. vstajala sem, da bi se premaknila v posteljo in medtem jamrala. Justin me je smeje prehitel, me dvignil in me nesel v posteljo. ulegel se je poleg mene in me poljubil. potem sva ležala in se nekaj časa gledala. kmalu me je zmanjkalo in zaprla sem oči. Justin mi je pritisnil lupčka na čelo in še on zaspal.
naslednji dan sem se zbudila v najhujši dan na svetu. vstala sem iz postelje in ponesreči zbudila Jusa. bil je tako zelo siten.
''why do you always wake me up so fucking early?'' je jamral.
''are you serious?'' sem ga jezno vprašala.
''of course I'm serious! even once when you're in my house I can't sleep long.''
''oh, is that so?''
''isn't it maybe?''
''well in that case I guess I'll just leave.''
''you know what? just go. I'm tired. I want to sleep.''
''what the hell is wrong with you Justin? are you, I dont know, an idiot? just yesterday you almost cried because you don't want me to go away from you and now you're telling me to get out?''
''just go!''
resno?
''fuck it.'' sem rekla, zaprla vrata in šla domov. bila sem besna. kaj the fuck mu je bilo? nikoli ga ni motilo, če sem ga ponesreči zbudila, zdaj pa me podi iz hiše? šla sem v svojo sobo in začela premišljevati. včeraj je bilo še vse v redu, smejala sva se in zdaj je tako? ughhh.. kaj pa maturantski??:o s kom bom šla, če je Justin skregan z mano? omg, ne. bila sem tako jezna in žalostna hkrati. dobila sem sms.
ice-cream at the beach? -Justin
are you fucking serious??
yeah?
I'm so pissed off, Justin''
come to the beach.
mah, fuck. prav šla bom. ampak, če bo nesramen, bom šla lepo nazaj domov. oblekla nisem nič posebnega, ker nisem mislila, da moram biti oblečena v kaj posebnega. oblekla sem kratke hlače in navadno roza majico. potem sem šla. ko sem prišla na plažo tam Justina še dolgo ni bilo.
are you comming or what? (smsji)
oh, you really came. yeah, I'm on my way.
bila sem tako jezna, da bi začela zbijati vse. lahko bi prišel v 5ih minutah, a je namesto tega prišel v 15ih.
''oh, hey...you'' je prišel in samo z glavo pokazal name. ni me niti poskusil objeti ali poljubiti.
''what do you want?''
''what is wrong with you? I want to buy you an ice-cream and you're yelling at me?''
''what's wrong with me? what the hell is wrong with you?? you're... ughhhhh you can be such a jerk!!!''
''me?? who's a jerk right now?''
''you tell me!!'' vpila sva en na drugega in bilo je tako žalostno.
''me?''
''yeah you tell me!!''
''me??? okay I'll tell yo..''
''yeah, tell me!'' govorila sva en čez drugega.
''you're a jerk!!! here you go.'' naredila sem besen pogled. vedel je, da se bom do konca razpizdila, zato me je hotel pomiriti. objel me je, jaz pa sem bila še vedno besna.
''psssshh, don't panic in public, everyone can see us.''
''I hope you know I'm gonna panic now.'' sem rekla hitro in se izvila iz njegovega objema.
''no! please don't panic! we'll both have problems.''
''so, you really care about medias so much?''
''of course I do! they have my life in hands and you don't know what is it if you're important!!''
''oh, so you're saying I'm not important? not even to you?''
''oh gosh, you're so fucking annoying, just leave me alone!''
http://25.media.tumblr.com/5ba23c29172ef62c645080a8b55faa31/tumblr_mw20oq8Twm1sojqzro1_500.gif *Selly to Justin*
prišli so ne vem kdo vse in me rinili stran, za snemanje pa na srečo niso imeli časa. čeprav sva se z Justinom izgleda, da za vedno skregala, mu nisem hotela uničiti kariere in ga pred mediji očrniti, da je vpil name ali, da sva se skregala. odrinila sem se stran od vseh in tekla domov. za njega nisem pomembna? nadležna sem? zakaj si bil potem z mano? idiot. ne ni idiot. oh gosh, I don't know anymore. prišla sem domov in šla v sobo. seveda sem takoj zjokala celo morje. potem sem se ulegla na posteljo in zaspala. zbudila sem se z ogromnimi podučnjaki, pozno zvečer, zato sem kar zaspala nazaj in prespala do naslednjega jutra. zjutraj je v sobo prišel Sam in rekel:
''hey Selly! big day today! get ready for prom.''
''I'm not going.''
''what? why not?''
''cause me and my great dance partner had a big fight yesterday.''
''what? again? why?''
''he said I'm annoying and not important.'' sem rekla in zajokala.
''oh don't listen to him! look Selly. there's only one prom in your life. I can dance with you if you don't want to dance with Justin.''
telefon mi je vmes milijonkrat zvonil, a se nisem javila.
''no..I'm not going.''
''okay. whatever you want. but remember, if you decide to go, I can dance with you.''
''thanks Sam.'' sem rekla in se mu nasmehnila. vrnil mi je nasmeh in šel iz sobe. telefon mi je zazvonil že petmilijontič in imela sem ga dovolj. javila sem se.
''what?''
''hey Selly, I wanted to call you to tell you I'm sorry for yesterday.''
''and you think it's gonna work?''
''no. I know it won't.''
''why are you calling then?''
''cause I wanted to tell you I still wanna go to a prom with you if you didn't changed me yet.''
''why do you think I didn't change you?''
''cause I know you too well. and this is not my point. the point is that I really want you to go to your prom cause there is only one in the whole life and I don't want you to miss it.''
''awwwww you're so sweet.''
''that was...sarcasm, right?''
''oh! how did you know?''
''okay...that was sarcasm too.'' je ugotovil.
''so..will we go?''
''I think I'll chose another one.''
''how do you mean?'' je bil slišati prestrašen in žalosten.
''just as I said.''
''but you don't have enaugh of time..''
''unless if I've already chosen.''
'''who did you choose?''
''I don't know. Chaz maybe?''
''no. Sel, please don't do this to me. you know it'll hurt both of us, right?''
''you know it hurted when you said I'm not important, right?''
''you know I didn't ment that so.''
''no. no I don't know that. It wasn't seen like you've been joking or anything..''
''I didn't ment joking. it escaped from me (ušlo mi je) and a total bullshit came out from my mouth.''
''if you didn't ment it, it wouldn't come out.''
''I swear I didn't ment it. I just didn't want us to fight so I wanted to brake the fight.''
''even if you knew you'll make a bigger fight.''
''please go with me today. I'm a good dancer. I won't let you down.''
''you can't let me deeper than you did already.''
''is that a yes?''
''I guess. but I'll just dance with you, Justin. you already had a second chance.''
''I really just want you to dance with me, I dont expect anything alse, couse I blowed it up. but I just want you to know I am really sorry. I'll pick you up at six okay?''
''okay. bye.'' sem rekla in prekinila. šla sem v kuhinjo in videla Sama.
''I guess I'm still going to a prom..''
''really?''
''Justin said he really doesn't want me to miss the dance just because of him and that he still wants to dance with me.''
''just don't let him hurt you sweetheart.'' je rekel oči in me objel.
''he already did, daddy. he can't make it worse.'' sem rekla in se mu nasmehnila.
''you two, sit down. I'll make a family breakfast.''
s Samom sva se usedla in oči nam je spekel jajca. ko smo jih pojedli, sem šla v kopalnico, da bi si umila lase. pustila sem jih, da so se naravno posušili, ker tako izgledajo veliko lepši in še navalovijo se mi. potem sem šla v sobo in se oblekla. lasje so se mi posušili in počesala sem jih. lase sem imela na koncu razpuščene in valovite. kmalu je na vratih pozvonilo.
45.del
Justin se je ulegel na posteljo jaz pa sem se usedla zraven njega.
''I talked to Chaz before..''
''really? what did you talked about?''
''he said he wants to be friends with me. he apologized once again and said he wants to start over.''
''oh, thank God. are we all cool now?''
''I think so, yeah...''
''okay. thank you.'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. potem se je usedel zraven mene in jaz sem mu naslonila glavo na ramo.
''I'm so tired...''
''do you wanna go to sleep?''
''yeah...''
''okay. lay down and fall asleep, I'll go talk to Chaz first and then I'll come back, okay?''
''okay. I love you.''
pogledal me je in mi dal lupčka.
''I love you too.'' je rekel. potem sem se ulegla in Justin me je pokril. potem je šel ven.
*JUSTINOVO RAZMIŠLJANJE*
pokril sem jo, potem pa sem šel do Chaza. ležal je na kavču v dnevni sobi.
''hey Chaz.'' hitro se je vrgel pokonci.
''oh, hey Justin. sorry I fell asleep...''
''no, no it's cool. I just wanted to talk to you about.. Selly''
''I apologized Justin. oh Gosh. I reall don't want us to fight, we were like brothers, right?''
''noo...I wanted to thank you cause you really are the best buddy. and I heard you two are cool now.''
''yeah.. I want us to be friends and not like total strangers who don't even look at eachother cause it's so awkward.''
''yeah, I understand..''
''so...can I be friends with her?''
''well, of course! I really want you two to be friends.. just don't...'' sem zavzdihnil. stopil je k meni.
''I won't. I promise.'' je rekel. dal mi je roko in me objel.
''so are we cool now?''
''I should ask you that... but yeah...we are.''
''okay. thanks.''
''thank you. night buddy.'' je še rekel in šel nazaj na kavč.
''goodnight.'' sem skoraj zašepetal. potem sem šel vsem še enkrat zaželeti lahko noč, potem pa šel v sobo. ulegel sem se zraven Selly.
''hey... are you two cool?''
''yeah, we are.''
''okay.'' objel sem jo in zaspala sva.
*konec Justinovega razmišljanja*
prišel je nazaj in rekel, da sta se s Chazom zmenila. objela sva se in zaspala. sanjala sem o...ŠOLI? kaaaj? hahahaha. zadnje leto šole sem opravila, pa še vedno sanjam o njej. OMG!! POZABILA SEM NA MATURANTSKEGA! hitro sem se zbudila. pogledala sem Justina, če je še spal. slišal je, ko sem se premikala in zbudil se je.
''hey, babe? what's wrong, are you okay?''
''which day is it today?''
''I don't know...why do you ask?'' je vprašal in vzel telefon. (ej prosim ne it zdaj gledat kerga smo po zgodbi, js si bom en datum zmislila, pa nevem kerga smo v resnici v zgodbi, ok?)
''18th of July. why?''
''oh thank God.''
''will you tell me what's going on?''
''we have school dance in three days...''
''really? prom? cooool! who will you dance with?''
''that's the point. I should say the teacher for my partner at dance in the beginning of July. but I totally forgot.''
''go to school tomorrow and say you didn't have one before.''
''okay. I'll try.''
''now. who's the lucky boy who will dance with you?''
''we only have three boys in our class and 15 girls. so I guess they are all already occupied (=zasedeni)... will you...''
''me? oh my gooosh yees, I'll go! I really want to dance with you!'' me je prekinil.
''really?''
''of course.''
''thank you so much.''
''no problem, shawty. any time.''
http://25.media.tumblr.com/29598fb92bf30e4c69d637be6f7e59c1/tumblr_mtaumjexJ51r08xlao1_400.gif
objela sem ga in spet sva zaspala.
naslednje jutro, sem takoj, ko sem se zbudila poklicala Jade.
''Jade!''
''Selly! how are you?''
''I'm okay. you?''
''me too.''
''you know I forget about the prom?''
''oh right!! oh gosh, you're not the only one. once you really fall in love you forget everything what's not about your love, right? I'll ask Tom to go with me.''
''gosh, that's so true. I'll come with Justin. are we gonna go shopping for the dress?''
''sure! and we have to tell teacher for our dance partners.''
''yeah. I'll pick you up at...''
''I'll pick you up and we'll go with my scooter, okay?''
''your...Scooter?''
''yeah?''
''oh, right'' začela sem se smejati. ''you ment your ..' sem se smejala.
''yes, ahhahaahh not Justin's Scooter.''
''okay ahahaha, when will you come?''
''in one hour. Justin's house?''
''yup, I'm there.''
''okay, see ya!''
''see ya!'' sem še rekla in prekinila. smejala sem se preglasno in zbudila Justina.
''oh Jus, I'm so sorry I woke you up...''
''noo, don't be..it's okay.''
prišel je k meni, me prijel za boke in me poljubil.
''so...shopping with Jade today, ha?''
''yup'' sem rekla in se mu nasmehnila.
''I can give you money for the dress..''
oh no, Justin, really. I'll buy it myself, don't worry.''
''okay.'' je zašepetal. pobožal me je po ličku in me še enkrat poljubil. usedel se je za računalnik, jaz pa sem se oblekla za v trgovino.
http://24.media.tumblr.com/cb8dba091b2d14bc69484688c994e2ee/tumblr_msvabtgyOZ1sg764fo1_500.jpg
ko sem se preoblekla je že prišla Jade.
''will you come back when you're done?''
''only if you want me to.''
''please come back?''
''okay'' sem rekla, se mu nasmehnila, ga poljubila potem pa šla. pozdravila sem Jade, se usedla na motor in šli sva v nakupovali center. tam je bilo na tisoče lepih oblek *o* nisem vedela katero naj izberem. Jade je takoj našla obleko zase in bila je prečudovita.
''I talked to Chaz before..''
''really? what did you talked about?''
''he said he wants to be friends with me. he apologized once again and said he wants to start over.''
''oh, thank God. are we all cool now?''
''I think so, yeah...''
''okay. thank you.'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. potem se je usedel zraven mene in jaz sem mu naslonila glavo na ramo.
''I'm so tired...''
''do you wanna go to sleep?''
''yeah...''
''okay. lay down and fall asleep, I'll go talk to Chaz first and then I'll come back, okay?''
''okay. I love you.''
pogledal me je in mi dal lupčka.
''I love you too.'' je rekel. potem sem se ulegla in Justin me je pokril. potem je šel ven.
*JUSTINOVO RAZMIŠLJANJE*
pokril sem jo, potem pa sem šel do Chaza. ležal je na kavču v dnevni sobi.
''hey Chaz.'' hitro se je vrgel pokonci.
''oh, hey Justin. sorry I fell asleep...''
''no, no it's cool. I just wanted to talk to you about.. Selly''
''I apologized Justin. oh Gosh. I reall don't want us to fight, we were like brothers, right?''
''noo...I wanted to thank you cause you really are the best buddy. and I heard you two are cool now.''
''yeah.. I want us to be friends and not like total strangers who don't even look at eachother cause it's so awkward.''
''yeah, I understand..''
''so...can I be friends with her?''
''well, of course! I really want you two to be friends.. just don't...'' sem zavzdihnil. stopil je k meni.
''I won't. I promise.'' je rekel. dal mi je roko in me objel.
''so are we cool now?''
''I should ask you that... but yeah...we are.''
''okay. thanks.''
''thank you. night buddy.'' je še rekel in šel nazaj na kavč.
''goodnight.'' sem skoraj zašepetal. potem sem šel vsem še enkrat zaželeti lahko noč, potem pa šel v sobo. ulegel sem se zraven Selly.
''hey... are you two cool?''
''yeah, we are.''
''okay.'' objel sem jo in zaspala sva.
*konec Justinovega razmišljanja*
prišel je nazaj in rekel, da sta se s Chazom zmenila. objela sva se in zaspala. sanjala sem o...ŠOLI? kaaaj? hahahaha. zadnje leto šole sem opravila, pa še vedno sanjam o njej. OMG!! POZABILA SEM NA MATURANTSKEGA! hitro sem se zbudila. pogledala sem Justina, če je še spal. slišal je, ko sem se premikala in zbudil se je.
''hey, babe? what's wrong, are you okay?''
''which day is it today?''
''I don't know...why do you ask?'' je vprašal in vzel telefon. (ej prosim ne it zdaj gledat kerga smo po zgodbi, js si bom en datum zmislila, pa nevem kerga smo v resnici v zgodbi, ok?)
''18th of July. why?''
''oh thank God.''
''will you tell me what's going on?''
''we have school dance in three days...''
''really? prom? cooool! who will you dance with?''
''that's the point. I should say the teacher for my partner at dance in the beginning of July. but I totally forgot.''
''go to school tomorrow and say you didn't have one before.''
''okay. I'll try.''
''now. who's the lucky boy who will dance with you?''
''we only have three boys in our class and 15 girls. so I guess they are all already occupied (=zasedeni)... will you...''
''me? oh my gooosh yees, I'll go! I really want to dance with you!'' me je prekinil.
''really?''
''of course.''
''thank you so much.''
''no problem, shawty. any time.''
http://25.media.tumblr.com/29598fb92bf30e4c69d637be6f7e59c1/tumblr_mtaumjexJ51r08xlao1_400.gif
objela sem ga in spet sva zaspala.
naslednje jutro, sem takoj, ko sem se zbudila poklicala Jade.
''Jade!''
''Selly! how are you?''
''I'm okay. you?''
''me too.''
''you know I forget about the prom?''
''oh right!! oh gosh, you're not the only one. once you really fall in love you forget everything what's not about your love, right? I'll ask Tom to go with me.''
''gosh, that's so true. I'll come with Justin. are we gonna go shopping for the dress?''
''sure! and we have to tell teacher for our dance partners.''
''yeah. I'll pick you up at...''
''I'll pick you up and we'll go with my scooter, okay?''
''your...Scooter?''
''yeah?''
''oh, right'' začela sem se smejati. ''you ment your ..' sem se smejala.
''yes, ahhahaahh not Justin's Scooter.''
''okay ahahaha, when will you come?''
''in one hour. Justin's house?''
''yup, I'm there.''
''okay, see ya!''
''see ya!'' sem še rekla in prekinila. smejala sem se preglasno in zbudila Justina.
''oh Jus, I'm so sorry I woke you up...''
''noo, don't be..it's okay.''
prišel je k meni, me prijel za boke in me poljubil.
''so...shopping with Jade today, ha?''
''yup'' sem rekla in se mu nasmehnila.
''I can give you money for the dress..''
oh no, Justin, really. I'll buy it myself, don't worry.''
''okay.'' je zašepetal. pobožal me je po ličku in me še enkrat poljubil. usedel se je za računalnik, jaz pa sem se oblekla za v trgovino.
http://24.media.tumblr.com/cb8dba091b2d14bc69484688c994e2ee/tumblr_msvabtgyOZ1sg764fo1_500.jpg
ko sem se preoblekla je že prišla Jade.
''will you come back when you're done?''
''only if you want me to.''
''please come back?''
''okay'' sem rekla, se mu nasmehnila, ga poljubila potem pa šla. pozdravila sem Jade, se usedla na motor in šli sva v nakupovali center. tam je bilo na tisoče lepih oblek *o* nisem vedela katero naj izberem. Jade je takoj našla obleko zase in bila je prečudovita.
jaz sem še nekaj časa iskala in našla sem popolno obleko. (Jade: zgornja, jaz: spodnja). bili sva tako zadovoljni. Jade si je kupila še petke v barvi obleke, jaz pa balerinke v barvi moje, ker sem z petkami vedno imela težave. potem sva šli na sok v kavarno v bližini in se pogovarjali. ko sva spili in plačali, sva se odpeljali do šole in sporočili učiteljici za plesalce. najprej je bila jezna, ker ji nisva sporočili že prej, potem pa je bila tako vesela zame, da sem končno spoznala Justina in, da sva celo par, da me je kar objela. zahvalili sva se, potem pa šli. od doma sva bili najmanj 4 ure. pripeljala me je do Justinove hiše. vstopila sem notri in šla v njegovo sobo. spal je in nisem ga hotela buditi, zato sem šla domov. bila sem utrujena, zato sem se vrgla na kavč in gledala televizijo. domov je prišel oči.
''hey girl! where have you been?''
''at Justin's.''
''oh, right. you told me you're going there. did you two fight?''
''no, why?'' sem ga čudno pogledala.
''I don't know, cause you're not there anymore.''
''noo, I went shopping with Jade and I came back to his house and he was sleeping. I didn't want to wake him up so I came home.''
''aaah. what did you buy?''
''prom dress and shoes.''
''oh God! prom is in three days! I can't wait!''
''me neither.''
''will you dance with schoolmate or Justin?''
''Justin.''
''yeah, I thought so. what are you watching?'' je rekel in se usedel poleg mene.
''I don't know what's that. a movie.''
''can I watch with you?''
''of course you can!'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila. skupaj sva gledala film, ko me je poklical Justin. šla sem v sobo in se javila.
''hey babe, are you okay?''
''hey. yeah I am.''
''where are you?''
''home.''
''wh-why didn't you come back?''
''because you were sleeping and I didn't want to wake you up again.''
''but you should...''
''why? you were tired.'' sem rekla in se zasmejala.
''true. will you come now? please?''
''okay, I'll come.''
''thanks. I miss you.''
''miss you too.'' sem se nasmehnila. potem sem prekinila in hitro šla do Justina. on me je že čakal na vratih hiše. šla sva v sobo in odprla okno. sedela sva na tleh.
''Selly?''
''yup?''
''it became even worse..'' omg, kaj? ustrašila sem se.
''wh-what are you talking about?''
''you and me.''
''oh gosh'' sem ponesreči rekla naglas. zavzdihnila sem in pogledala v tla.
''just tell me something''
''yeah?''
''will you break up with me? cause I really want to get out of this house before I cry a river.''
''what? no! what are you talkning about? no!'' je že govoril čez mene. izdihnila sem. olajšanje.
''okay. then what?'' sem živčno vprašala.
''I-I can't even think of us not being together. I can't last without you even 4 hours. that's why I fell asleep. because I thought you will come sooner. I don't know what will happen when I'll go to the next tour. you'll have to go with me, otherwise I'll die.''
''oh, Justin. you scared the shit out of me. okay, look. we'll talk about the tour when it will be near. till then you always have me here, whenever you want. I won't go anywhere far from you, I promise. and if I'll go, you're going with me. okay?''
''okay. but you really need to go to the tour with me. if you don't, I won't sing well cause I'll miss you too much and Beliebers will be sad cause I won't sing well for them...''
''we'll talk about that in time, okay?'' sem rekla, se mu nasmehnila in mu dala roko. z nasmehom je pokimal. kmalu ga je izgubil.
''I'm so scared..''
''scared of what?''
'' loosing you..again.''
''you won't. you won't lose me again, I promise.''
''you can't promise me that. whatever can happen to break us. you can meet another guy and fall in love with him or I can be stupid again and make a stupid mistake...''
''Shut uuup Justin!'' sem rekla in se začela smejati.
''if we really love eachother, nothing can seperate us.''
''we do, right?'' pokimala sem. prijel je mojo roko in me povlekel k sebi v naročje. začel me je poljubljati.
petek, 15. november 2013
44.del
prijavila sva se na twittcam in pritisnila start a video conversation. povezalo naju je z eno od Belieberk. ko naju je videla, je začela skakati, jokati, se smejati in videti je bila tako srečna. začela je kazati srčke z rokami in govoriti, da naju ima rada.
''oh, I know this feeling, honey.'' sem ji rekla in naredila tisti žalostno-nasmejan obraz.
''oh my God Selly, I love you so freaking much. I'm jealous at you but if you make my idol happy, you make me happy and that's why you're my second favourite person on the world.'' je rekla, se smejala in jokala. z Jusom sva se spogledala in oba rekla awww.
''don't cry sweety, you can see us now. go, take a picture and I don't know what.'' je rekel in se nasmehnil.
''Justin, you don't know the feeling when you meet the best idol on the world. go sweety. cry. cry a river. those are tears of joy.''
začela se je še bolj jokati in se smejati. Justin me je pogledal in se mi nasmehnil. videlo se mu je, da me je hotel poljubiti, ampak nisem hotela pred Belieberko, ker vem kako hitro postaneš ljubosumen na Justinova dekleta.
''go ahead. please. kiss you two, for me? I won't get jealous...if he's happy, I'm happy.'' pogledala sva jo in se začela smejati.
''kiss alreadyyyy!'' je smeje rekla. Justin me je pogledal, prijel za glavo in me v smehu poljubil.
''awwww...you two are like...Justin, this is my favourite girl of yours. I swear.'' nasmehnila sem se. bila sem tako srečna. Justin jo je pogledal in se ji nasmehnil.
''thank you so much. this means so much to me...or us..I think us...'' je rekel in me pogledal.
''us.'' sem hitro rekla. nazaj je pogledal v računalnik.
''us. she really got the minimum of hate.''
''oh God, why would she even get hate?''
''I don't know. I mean...she's the best, isn't she?''
''yes, she is.'' Justin me je pogledal in nasmehnila sem se mu.
''hey, we have to go to see other Beliebers, okay? you're the best.''
''omg, yes, sure. I love you two.''
''I love you'' sem rekla in ji poslala lupčka.
''have fuuun! byee'' je rekel Justin in prekinil. spet me je poljubil. new conversation. na vezo sva dobila nekega Boybelieberja, ki je bil takoooo prijazen. tudi on je spustil solze. slikal naju je.
''oh gosh Justin? is that really you? and Selly? oh my God.'' je bil presrečen.
''yup...that's us!''
''hey there!'' sem ga pozdravila.
''oh gosh, Selly, you're even prettier live. you're my celebrity crush from the day I heard of you''
''oh gosh, thank you so much.'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila.
''I can't believe it. I really met you two?''
pokimala sva. začel je še bolj jokati. slikal naju je in malo smo na hitro poklepetali, potem pa sva morala prekiniti, da sva se povezala še z drugimi Belieberji. imela sva še ne vem koliko pogovorov, ko sva postala lačna. Justin je na twitter napisal, da je za danes konec s twittcamom in, da se oprošča vsem Belieberjem, ki niso danes prišli na vrsto. potem sva šla v kuhinjo, da bi skuhala kosilo. ko sva hodila po stopnicah, je že dišalo po obilnem kosilu, a vse je bilo tiho. vstopila sva v notri, kjer so sedeli Pattie, Ryan, Chaz, JEREMY, JAZZY IN JAXON!!!! OMGGGGGGG
''SURPRISEEEEE!!'' so zavpili vsi na enkrat.
''DAD!! JAZZY!! JAXON!! when did you guys come?'' je rekel in jih objel.
''20 or 30 minutes ago. I heard you've got a new girlfriend, of course I wanted to meet her!''
vstal je in mi hotel podati roko, da bi se spoznala, jaz pa sem ga objela.
''oh my God, I finally met you!''
''same here! media says Justin's very happy with you.''
''I am dad. I really am.'' je rekel Justin, prišel bližje nama in mi položil roko na hrbet. nasmehnil se je.
''Jazzy, Jaxon! how are you two? ohhh come here'' je rekel in objel mala dva.
''Justin, who's this?'' je vprašala Jazzy in pokazala name.
''this is Selly. you like her?''
''yeah, I like her. is she like your girlfriend?''
Justin jo je pogledal in se ji nasmehnil.
''yes, she is like my girlfriend.'' to je rekel tako lepoo. upala sem, da me bo imela rada.
''hi Selly....'' je rekla in me objela okrog nog, saj višja ni bila. sklonila sem se in ji vrnila objem.
''hey Jazzy...I've always wanted to meet you.'' potem je prišel še Jaxon in rekel:
''me too, me too!'' in objela sem še njega. potem sem se usedla med Jaxonom in Justinom, poleg Justina pa je sedela Jazzy. zraven Jazzy je sedel Jeremy, zraven njega Ryan, Chaz in potem še Pattie. Pattie nam je na krožnike naložila kosilo in začeli smo jesti in se pogovarjati. Jeremy me je hotel bolje spoznati, zato sem bila glavna tema spet jaz. poskušala sem ne gledati Chaza.
Justin je pod mizo naredil to:
http://24.media.tumblr.com/f35b7ed0cb60499fa18ba53a6b07e411/tumblr_mvt1plJNqC1s2szuho2_500.gif
cel čas smo se smejali in Jaxon je cel čas packal. ko smo končali z jedjo, sem šla na wc. ravno sem si umivala roke, ko je notri prišel Justin. prijel je mojo roko in mi jo dal za njegov vrat.
''they love you so so so much, Selly. Jazzy adores you. when you left to go to the bathroom, she told me you have so pretty hair, eyes and smile and she said you're kind too.''
smehljala sem se in Justin tudi. potem me je poljubil in, ko je končal, me je objel. potem sva šla nazaj dol in odločili smo se, da bomo gledali film. izbrali smo komedijo, za katero ne vem več naslova. smejali smo se in se imeli najboljše. Chaz me je še vedno gledal. film je trajal dve uri in potem je Pattie skuhala kavico, ki sta jo pila samo ona in Jeremy. Justin je rekel, naj gremo vsi v njegovo sobo (Jazzy, Jaxon, Chaz, Ryan, jaz) in strinjali smo se. vsi, razen Chaza. on je rekel, da je zmenjen, da gre ven s prijatelji. mhm, sigurno ja. igrali smo se karte. Jazzy je bila z mano, Jaxon z Justinom, Ryan pa je bil sam. ves čas sem imela slabo vest. pogledala sem skozi okno v sobi in videla Chaza, ki je zunaj ves žalosten in sam igral košarko. res si želim, da bi bila prijatelja, ampak on hoče več, tega pa jaz nisem hotela.
''Justin?'' sem rekla med igranjem.
''yeah?''
''Chaz is all alone there. he wants to be with us but he doesen't want to bother or I don't know what... could you please....''
''yeah. okay.'' me je prekinil in se mi nasmehnil. ko je vstal in šel proti oknu, mi je na hitro pritisnil lupčka na čelo. potem je odprl vrata na teraso, stopil ven in zaklical.
''HEY Chaz! we're playing cards, wanna come?'' Chaz ga je pogledal, vrgel žogo, da se je odbila ob tla in pritekel gor. usedel se je zraven Ryana in bila sta skupaj. igrali smo zelo dolgo in Jaxon je moral na stranišče. hotel je, da sem šla z njim in šla sem. ko si je Jaxon že umil roke, so se odprla vrata kopalnice in notri je prišel Chaz. Jaxon je stekel ven iz kopalnice.
''Chaz! what are you doing here?'' sem ga šepetaje nadrla.
''Selly, I really wanna be friends with you. will you please accept my apology and start over with me?''
''you just..read my minds'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila.
''yeah. sure. apology accepted. past is past.''
''thank you.''
''no problem. now go to the kitchen and bring us juice and I'll go upstairs to Justin's room. I don't want him to worry...''
''about us? yeah okay. I get it.'' je rekel in pokimal z tem pogledom: http://media.tumblr.com/be0abd5db0d663beaaf7aba6bdc3a054/tumblr_mn3aa8UCA01rk3a6so1_400.gif (upam da razumeš :/ )
šla sem gor in se usedla poleg Jazzy. čez dve minuti je gor prišel Chaz z sokom in kozarčki. natočili smo si sok in še naprej igrali karte. potem je bila ura že toliko, da sta morala Jazzy in Jaxon spat, Ryan in Chaz pa sta tudi šla iz sobe.
''oh, I know this feeling, honey.'' sem ji rekla in naredila tisti žalostno-nasmejan obraz.
''oh my God Selly, I love you so freaking much. I'm jealous at you but if you make my idol happy, you make me happy and that's why you're my second favourite person on the world.'' je rekla, se smejala in jokala. z Jusom sva se spogledala in oba rekla awww.
''don't cry sweety, you can see us now. go, take a picture and I don't know what.'' je rekel in se nasmehnil.
''Justin, you don't know the feeling when you meet the best idol on the world. go sweety. cry. cry a river. those are tears of joy.''
začela se je še bolj jokati in se smejati. Justin me je pogledal in se mi nasmehnil. videlo se mu je, da me je hotel poljubiti, ampak nisem hotela pred Belieberko, ker vem kako hitro postaneš ljubosumen na Justinova dekleta.
''go ahead. please. kiss you two, for me? I won't get jealous...if he's happy, I'm happy.'' pogledala sva jo in se začela smejati.
''kiss alreadyyyy!'' je smeje rekla. Justin me je pogledal, prijel za glavo in me v smehu poljubil.
''awwww...you two are like...Justin, this is my favourite girl of yours. I swear.'' nasmehnila sem se. bila sem tako srečna. Justin jo je pogledal in se ji nasmehnil.
''thank you so much. this means so much to me...or us..I think us...'' je rekel in me pogledal.
''us.'' sem hitro rekla. nazaj je pogledal v računalnik.
''us. she really got the minimum of hate.''
''oh God, why would she even get hate?''
''I don't know. I mean...she's the best, isn't she?''
''yes, she is.'' Justin me je pogledal in nasmehnila sem se mu.
''hey, we have to go to see other Beliebers, okay? you're the best.''
''omg, yes, sure. I love you two.''
''I love you'' sem rekla in ji poslala lupčka.
''have fuuun! byee'' je rekel Justin in prekinil. spet me je poljubil. new conversation. na vezo sva dobila nekega Boybelieberja, ki je bil takoooo prijazen. tudi on je spustil solze. slikal naju je.
''oh gosh Justin? is that really you? and Selly? oh my God.'' je bil presrečen.
''yup...that's us!''
''hey there!'' sem ga pozdravila.
''oh gosh, Selly, you're even prettier live. you're my celebrity crush from the day I heard of you''
''oh gosh, thank you so much.'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila.
''I can't believe it. I really met you two?''
pokimala sva. začel je še bolj jokati. slikal naju je in malo smo na hitro poklepetali, potem pa sva morala prekiniti, da sva se povezala še z drugimi Belieberji. imela sva še ne vem koliko pogovorov, ko sva postala lačna. Justin je na twitter napisal, da je za danes konec s twittcamom in, da se oprošča vsem Belieberjem, ki niso danes prišli na vrsto. potem sva šla v kuhinjo, da bi skuhala kosilo. ko sva hodila po stopnicah, je že dišalo po obilnem kosilu, a vse je bilo tiho. vstopila sva v notri, kjer so sedeli Pattie, Ryan, Chaz, JEREMY, JAZZY IN JAXON!!!! OMGGGGGGG
''SURPRISEEEEE!!'' so zavpili vsi na enkrat.
''DAD!! JAZZY!! JAXON!! when did you guys come?'' je rekel in jih objel.
''20 or 30 minutes ago. I heard you've got a new girlfriend, of course I wanted to meet her!''
vstal je in mi hotel podati roko, da bi se spoznala, jaz pa sem ga objela.
''oh my God, I finally met you!''
''same here! media says Justin's very happy with you.''
''I am dad. I really am.'' je rekel Justin, prišel bližje nama in mi položil roko na hrbet. nasmehnil se je.
''Jazzy, Jaxon! how are you two? ohhh come here'' je rekel in objel mala dva.
''Justin, who's this?'' je vprašala Jazzy in pokazala name.
''this is Selly. you like her?''
''yeah, I like her. is she like your girlfriend?''
Justin jo je pogledal in se ji nasmehnil.
''yes, she is like my girlfriend.'' to je rekel tako lepoo. upala sem, da me bo imela rada.
''hi Selly....'' je rekla in me objela okrog nog, saj višja ni bila. sklonila sem se in ji vrnila objem.
''hey Jazzy...I've always wanted to meet you.'' potem je prišel še Jaxon in rekel:
''me too, me too!'' in objela sem še njega. potem sem se usedla med Jaxonom in Justinom, poleg Justina pa je sedela Jazzy. zraven Jazzy je sedel Jeremy, zraven njega Ryan, Chaz in potem še Pattie. Pattie nam je na krožnike naložila kosilo in začeli smo jesti in se pogovarjati. Jeremy me je hotel bolje spoznati, zato sem bila glavna tema spet jaz. poskušala sem ne gledati Chaza.
Justin je pod mizo naredil to:
http://24.media.tumblr.com/f35b7ed0cb60499fa18ba53a6b07e411/tumblr_mvt1plJNqC1s2szuho2_500.gif
cel čas smo se smejali in Jaxon je cel čas packal. ko smo končali z jedjo, sem šla na wc. ravno sem si umivala roke, ko je notri prišel Justin. prijel je mojo roko in mi jo dal za njegov vrat.
''they love you so so so much, Selly. Jazzy adores you. when you left to go to the bathroom, she told me you have so pretty hair, eyes and smile and she said you're kind too.''
smehljala sem se in Justin tudi. potem me je poljubil in, ko je končal, me je objel. potem sva šla nazaj dol in odločili smo se, da bomo gledali film. izbrali smo komedijo, za katero ne vem več naslova. smejali smo se in se imeli najboljše. Chaz me je še vedno gledal. film je trajal dve uri in potem je Pattie skuhala kavico, ki sta jo pila samo ona in Jeremy. Justin je rekel, naj gremo vsi v njegovo sobo (Jazzy, Jaxon, Chaz, Ryan, jaz) in strinjali smo se. vsi, razen Chaza. on je rekel, da je zmenjen, da gre ven s prijatelji. mhm, sigurno ja. igrali smo se karte. Jazzy je bila z mano, Jaxon z Justinom, Ryan pa je bil sam. ves čas sem imela slabo vest. pogledala sem skozi okno v sobi in videla Chaza, ki je zunaj ves žalosten in sam igral košarko. res si želim, da bi bila prijatelja, ampak on hoče več, tega pa jaz nisem hotela.
''Justin?'' sem rekla med igranjem.
''yeah?''
''Chaz is all alone there. he wants to be with us but he doesen't want to bother or I don't know what... could you please....''
''yeah. okay.'' me je prekinil in se mi nasmehnil. ko je vstal in šel proti oknu, mi je na hitro pritisnil lupčka na čelo. potem je odprl vrata na teraso, stopil ven in zaklical.
''HEY Chaz! we're playing cards, wanna come?'' Chaz ga je pogledal, vrgel žogo, da se je odbila ob tla in pritekel gor. usedel se je zraven Ryana in bila sta skupaj. igrali smo zelo dolgo in Jaxon je moral na stranišče. hotel je, da sem šla z njim in šla sem. ko si je Jaxon že umil roke, so se odprla vrata kopalnice in notri je prišel Chaz. Jaxon je stekel ven iz kopalnice.
''Chaz! what are you doing here?'' sem ga šepetaje nadrla.
''Selly, I really wanna be friends with you. will you please accept my apology and start over with me?''
''you just..read my minds'' sem rekla in se nasmehnila.
''yeah. sure. apology accepted. past is past.''
''thank you.''
''no problem. now go to the kitchen and bring us juice and I'll go upstairs to Justin's room. I don't want him to worry...''
''about us? yeah okay. I get it.'' je rekel in pokimal z tem pogledom: http://media.tumblr.com/be0abd5db0d663beaaf7aba6bdc3a054/tumblr_mn3aa8UCA01rk3a6so1_400.gif (upam da razumeš :/ )
šla sem gor in se usedla poleg Jazzy. čez dve minuti je gor prišel Chaz z sokom in kozarčki. natočili smo si sok in še naprej igrali karte. potem je bila ura že toliko, da sta morala Jazzy in Jaxon spat, Ryan in Chaz pa sta tudi šla iz sobe.
torek, 12. november 2013
43.del
''you embarrassed me when you said I look cute''
''oh, pleasee... everyone thinks you're cute.''
''even if everyone would -which will never happen- you didn't have to say that..''
ustavil se je in se obrnil prosti meni.
''yes, I had to.'' je rekel in me z roko razčesaval lase. ''because you're the most beautiful girl I have ever met.''
potem se je spet obrnil naprej in spet sva začela hodit.
''no, I'm not.''
''than who is more beautiful?''
''all of them?''
''example?''
''well, Selena is so much prettier than me.''
''that's what you think, because it's normal. you don't see yourself as I see you, that's why you think she's prettier than you, but that's not even near to the thruth. I think you're prettier, Ryan thinks you're prettier, mum does, Cha...''
''stop talking about Chaz. I don't care what he thinks about me anymore.''
''and I don't care what anyone thinks about Selena anymore. neither what others think of you. if they like you, that's great, if they don't like you- their problem. I love YOU and that's the point of all.''
''okay.. I love you too.''
''so stop talking about Selena?''
''stop talking about Chaz?''
http://25.media.tumblr.com/80c0bf3ac5aa6fa9c72d0297bfc8018d/tumblr_muzhl50yGe1ssq7ufo2_250.gif
glavo sem naslonila na njegovo ramo in hodila sva naprej.
''so, do you wanna sleep at my house today?''
''yeah, sure.'' hodila sva in končno prišla do Justinove hiše. vstopila sva noter in pogledala, če je kdo doma. bila je samo Pattie, ki se je ravno odpravljala.
''hey mom, Selly's gonna stay here tonight, is that okay?''
''oh babies, you really don't have to ask me that. she can come whenever she wants. you're always welcome Selly.''
je rekla in me prijela za brado.
''thanks Pattie. you're the best.''
''oh, no problem sweety.'' je odvrnila in me objela. potem se je poslovila in šla.
''your mom is the best mom you could ever emagine.'' sem rekla Justinu, ko je Pattie zaprla.
''WE could ever emagine.'' me je popravil. ''now she's your mom too. and yeah, she kinda is. I love her.''
nasmehnila sem se in ga objela. vedno sem oboževala njun odnos. potem sva šla v njegovo sobo in zaprla vrata. ulegel se je na posteljo in jaz nad njega. začela sem mu dajati majhne poljubčke in on mi jih je vračal. z roko mi je šel toliko pod majico, da me je lahko pobožal po boku. potem me je vprašujoče pogledal.
''please?'' je rekel upajoče. nekaj časa sem bila tiho potem pa sem na rahlo pokimala.
''okay.'' sem zašepetala in naslonila svoje čelo na njegovega. na hitro me je poljubil in rekel:
''don't be scared, okay?''
rahlo sem odkimala, se malo nasmehnila in rekla:
''I'm not.''
vrnil mi je nasmeh in slekel mi je majico. potem naju je prekucnil tako, da je zdaj on ležal nad mano. prijela sem mu majico in mu jo potegnila dol. potem je odpel modrček. potem sva slekla še ostale stvari in začelo se je. bilo je zelo počasi, in vse je delal previdno. bilo je v redu. ni me bilo strah ali neprijetno, nisem se bala. vmes me je poljubljal. ves čas me je božal in bil je zelo živčen. ko sva končala, je meni oblekel spodnje perilo in sebi spodnje hlače in me objel okrog boka.
''thank you.'' je rekel po nekaj minutah tišine. nasmehnila sem se.
''thank you'' sem rekla in poudarila you. potem sva zaspala.
naslednje jutro sem se zbudila, ko je Justin že preoblečen sedel za mizo na računalniku.
''morning.'' sem rekla in se pretegnila in naglas zehala in jamrala.
''morning Sleeping Beauty.'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. potem je postal spet resen.
''oh come onnn..''
''what is it?'' sem zazehala. nekaj časa je bil tiho.
http://25.media.tumblr.com/06b36f1ab740a7ad199896729e43b24d/tumblr_mj6guk74yo1qdi7yko5_r1_250.gif
''this shit doesen't wanna load!'' je končno rekel in se začel smejat. potem je vstal in prišel do mene. naslonil se je na posteljo nad mano in me poljubil.
''morning babe.'' je rekel še enkrat in se nasmehnil.
''I hope this will load, couse if it doesn't I'll throw the computer somewhere.'' se je spet smejal. potem je šel nazaj za računalnik. prišla sem za njim in pogledala kaj se mu nalaga.
''what are you doing?''
''ahh I just wanted to tweet something but that inter...oh here it goes.''
''wh-what did you tweet?''
hey there Beliebers! twittcam today with my Selly. ready? let's start. (glej sori, js ne vem kako se temu točno reče, ne vem kako to točno dela, ne vem kaj nevem nič, zato si izmišljujem vse o twittcamu in ne vem, če je prav haha)
''OH MY GOD JUSTIN, I always wanted to do this!''
''really? here's a chance'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. poljubila sem ga.
''oh, pleasee... everyone thinks you're cute.''
''even if everyone would -which will never happen- you didn't have to say that..''
ustavil se je in se obrnil prosti meni.
''yes, I had to.'' je rekel in me z roko razčesaval lase. ''because you're the most beautiful girl I have ever met.''
potem se je spet obrnil naprej in spet sva začela hodit.
''no, I'm not.''
''than who is more beautiful?''
''all of them?''
''example?''
''well, Selena is so much prettier than me.''
''that's what you think, because it's normal. you don't see yourself as I see you, that's why you think she's prettier than you, but that's not even near to the thruth. I think you're prettier, Ryan thinks you're prettier, mum does, Cha...''
''stop talking about Chaz. I don't care what he thinks about me anymore.''
''and I don't care what anyone thinks about Selena anymore. neither what others think of you. if they like you, that's great, if they don't like you- their problem. I love YOU and that's the point of all.''
''okay.. I love you too.''
''so stop talking about Selena?''
''stop talking about Chaz?''
http://25.media.tumblr.com/80c0bf3ac5aa6fa9c72d0297bfc8018d/tumblr_muzhl50yGe1ssq7ufo2_250.gif
glavo sem naslonila na njegovo ramo in hodila sva naprej.
''so, do you wanna sleep at my house today?''
''yeah, sure.'' hodila sva in končno prišla do Justinove hiše. vstopila sva noter in pogledala, če je kdo doma. bila je samo Pattie, ki se je ravno odpravljala.
''hey mom, Selly's gonna stay here tonight, is that okay?''
''oh babies, you really don't have to ask me that. she can come whenever she wants. you're always welcome Selly.''
je rekla in me prijela za brado.
''thanks Pattie. you're the best.''
''oh, no problem sweety.'' je odvrnila in me objela. potem se je poslovila in šla.
''your mom is the best mom you could ever emagine.'' sem rekla Justinu, ko je Pattie zaprla.
''WE could ever emagine.'' me je popravil. ''now she's your mom too. and yeah, she kinda is. I love her.''
nasmehnila sem se in ga objela. vedno sem oboževala njun odnos. potem sva šla v njegovo sobo in zaprla vrata. ulegel se je na posteljo in jaz nad njega. začela sem mu dajati majhne poljubčke in on mi jih je vračal. z roko mi je šel toliko pod majico, da me je lahko pobožal po boku. potem me je vprašujoče pogledal.
''please?'' je rekel upajoče. nekaj časa sem bila tiho potem pa sem na rahlo pokimala.
''okay.'' sem zašepetala in naslonila svoje čelo na njegovega. na hitro me je poljubil in rekel:
''don't be scared, okay?''
rahlo sem odkimala, se malo nasmehnila in rekla:
''I'm not.''
vrnil mi je nasmeh in slekel mi je majico. potem naju je prekucnil tako, da je zdaj on ležal nad mano. prijela sem mu majico in mu jo potegnila dol. potem je odpel modrček. potem sva slekla še ostale stvari in začelo se je. bilo je zelo počasi, in vse je delal previdno. bilo je v redu. ni me bilo strah ali neprijetno, nisem se bala. vmes me je poljubljal. ves čas me je božal in bil je zelo živčen. ko sva končala, je meni oblekel spodnje perilo in sebi spodnje hlače in me objel okrog boka.
''thank you.'' je rekel po nekaj minutah tišine. nasmehnila sem se.
''thank you'' sem rekla in poudarila you. potem sva zaspala.
naslednje jutro sem se zbudila, ko je Justin že preoblečen sedel za mizo na računalniku.
''morning.'' sem rekla in se pretegnila in naglas zehala in jamrala.
''morning Sleeping Beauty.'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. potem je postal spet resen.
''oh come onnn..''
''what is it?'' sem zazehala. nekaj časa je bil tiho.
http://25.media.tumblr.com/06b36f1ab740a7ad199896729e43b24d/tumblr_mj6guk74yo1qdi7yko5_r1_250.gif
''this shit doesen't wanna load!'' je končno rekel in se začel smejat. potem je vstal in prišel do mene. naslonil se je na posteljo nad mano in me poljubil.
''morning babe.'' je rekel še enkrat in se nasmehnil.
''I hope this will load, couse if it doesn't I'll throw the computer somewhere.'' se je spet smejal. potem je šel nazaj za računalnik. prišla sem za njim in pogledala kaj se mu nalaga.
''what are you doing?''
''ahh I just wanted to tweet something but that inter...oh here it goes.''
''wh-what did you tweet?''
hey there Beliebers! twittcam today with my Selly. ready? let's start. (glej sori, js ne vem kako se temu točno reče, ne vem kako to točno dela, ne vem kaj nevem nič, zato si izmišljujem vse o twittcamu in ne vem, če je prav haha)
''OH MY GOD JUSTIN, I always wanted to do this!''
''really? here's a chance'' je rekel in se nasmehnil. poljubila sem ga.
42.del
tako sva ležala in se pogovarjala pozno v noč. potem sva bila malo tiho in po nekem času se je Justin začel smehljati.
''what?'' sem ga vprašala.
''memories'' je rekel in me z nasmeškom pogledal.
''yeah? which?'' sem se nasmehnila.
''remember the first day we met? you cried so so so much.''
''Justin, you don't know what it is to meet a person that you have always wanted to meet.''
''yeah, I kinda know.''
''then who did you always want to meet?''
''love of my life. the girl who will always support me, love me, go thru all with me, never give up on me and will stay with me forever. I think I finally found that girl. no I don't think. I know.''
objela sem ga in vrnil mi je objem.
''wait... you really think it'syou, right?''
spustila sem ga, se umaknila in ga pogledala?
''just kidding, of course it's you.'' je rekel in me z nežnim nasmeškom spet objel.
''oh gosh, you scared the shit out of me.''
''I'm sorry'' je rekel in me še bolj objel. potem sva bila nekaj časa tiho.
''remember when I took you to a dinner?'' je rekel in se spet začel smejati.
''the best night of my life.''
''yeah...also mine.''
''and then the beach...and when you hugged me...I was so happy.''
''me too. believe me. I liked you when I saw you the first and that dinner and beach made me fall in love with you.''
je rekel in me poljubil. spet sva bila tiho, ko je rekel:
''I know what you're thinking.''
''what?''
''you are wondering if I ever loved Selena so much, right?''
to je bilo res in zato sem bila tiho.
''I didn't. never. I swear.'' je povedal in se mi nasmehnil. upala sem, da je bilo to res. stisnila sva se. potem sem zaprla oči in že napol zaspala.
''night, shawty.'' je zašepetal in mislil, da ga nisem slišala. pobožal me je po laseh, jaz pa sem mu odgovorila.
''night, Juju.'' nasmehnila sem se in on se je meni. potem me je poljubil na glavo in zaspala sva.
ko sva se naslednje jutro zbudila, sva še nekaj časa ležala in se med tem odločala kaj bova za zajtrk. na koncu sva prišla do rešitve in ta je bila, da greva na sprehod do plaže po palačinke.
oblekla sva se in šla. medtem, ko sva hodila, sem ga vprašala:
''so...do you have anything in plan for today?''
''yeah...I actually have some interview and photo shooting for magazine and I thought you could go with me?''
''yeah, sure. either way I won't have anything to do...''
''okay. thanks.'' se je zahvalil in se nasmehnil. potem me je poljubil. hodila sva naprej in kmalu prišla do stojnice z palačinkami. vzela sva jih z nutello, plačala in se sprehodila ob morju, medtem pa jedla palačinke. pogovarjala sva se o vsem možnem. slikali so naju z vseh strani, a nama je bilo vseeno. ko sva pojedla palačinke, me je prijel za roko in začela sva teči proti mojem domu. rekel je naj oblečem tisto, kar mislim imeti na intervjuju.
zanalašč sem se oblekla v to kar kaže na sliki (glej samo pulover, verižico, kapo, zamisli si še kavbojke), da bi bilo 'spodbudno'. poleg tega pa je to moj najljubši pulover. začelo se je oblačiti in močno je kazalo na dež, zato sem oblekla dolge rokave. ko sem bila oblečena, sem se pokazala Justinu. ta se je, ko je videl pulover nasmejal in me poljubil. potem me je prijel za roko in šla sva do njegove hiše. doma je bil samo Ryan in nekako sem bila bolj sproščena, ker Chaza ni bilo. šla sva v njegovo sobo. vzela sem računalnik, on pa se je medtem preoblekel v tole:
ko se je preoblekel, je rekel, da morava počasi iti.
''you look beautiful.'' je rekel nežno, z nasmeškom in me pogledal.
''so do you.'' sem odvrnila in mu vrnila nasmeh. počasi se mi je približal in me poljubil. potem sva šla. peljal naju je Ryan in z Justinom sva sedela na zadnjih sedežih avta. celo pot smo se vsi skupaj pogovarjali in smejali. potem smo prišli in Justin je rekel Ryanu, da bova šla nazaj peš. poslovili smo se in Ryan je odpeljal. prišla sva do studia in tam je bilo nekaj novinarjev. najprej je imel Justin fotografiranje in prvič sem videla, kako to zares zgleda. smejal se je in poziral. jaz sem stala za kamerami. ko je posnel nekaj fotografij, mi je z roko pokazal, naj pridem zraven njega. pogledali so me še snemalci in fotografi in se mi nasmehnili in rekli, naj pridem. šla sem do Justina in prižgala se je muzika. začela sva se smejati in pozirati in naredila sva milijon smešnih fotk. potem so nama povedali, da se bo začel intervju in da bo potekal v živo, zato naj bom jaz, ki sem prvič pred kamero čimbolj sproščena in da tako nič ne more iti narobe. Justin me je pogledal in se mi nasmehnil.
''don't worry. you're gonna be excellent.'' je rekel, ker je videl da sem bila živčna. nasmehnila sem se mu in prijel me je za roko.
''when they call us, we'll go there and we'll smile and wave, okay?''
''yeah, okay.'' sem mu odvrnila in oddaja se je začela. voditeljica je začela o tem, kaj se je dogajalo v prejšnji oddaji, kaj se bo dogajalo danes in na koncu naju je napovedala:
''Let's say hello to....JUSTIN BIEBER AND HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND, SELLY!!!'' takrat je občinstvo začelo ploskati in vrata so se odprla. Justin me je pogledal z *you can do this* pogledom in šla sva. držeč se za roke sva šla po prostoru, obdanem s kamerami. smejala sva se, mahala in sprostila sem se. sploh me ni bilo tako strah, kot sem mislila, da me bo bilo. vedela sem, da je Justin zraven in takrat je bilo v redu.
''hello lovebirds, welcome to our Show.''
''hi, it's nice to see you again. thanks.'' je rekel Justin, se nasmehnil in ji dal roko. naredila sem podobno. ne enako, da ne bi zgledala, kot da sem debil. potem sva se usedla na rdeč kavč za dva, voditeljica pa na manjši kavč za enega.
''my name is Zoe, by the way..we don't know eachother yet.'' mi je rekla in se mi nasmehnila, jaz pa sem ji pokimala in ji vrnila nasmeh. Justin me je prijel za roko. dala sem dol kapico, ker nisem hotela izpadit čudna ali kaj.
''oh, Selly, that's a nice sweater and uuu I love the necklace!'' je rekla in gledala pulover. bila je tako živahna.
''oh thank you!'' sem rekla in se še bolj sprostila. pogledala sem Justina, ki se je smejal.
''so, Justin, how does it feel when you have such a supporting girlfriend?''
nasmehnila sem se in pogledala Justina.
''It's the best. It really is. we have such a wonderful times together. and she actually knows everything about me.'' je rekel in vsi smo se začeli smejati.
''describe your feelings to us, please.''
''oh, of course. she's a beautiful person. not just on the outside, but in the inside too. she completes me and we're just the same. everything I like to do, she likes to do or the other way. we always laugh and things. we talk about... I actually tell her everything and she speak a lot so I think she tells me everything.''
je rekel in spet je bila polna dvorana smeha.
''beside, she's super cute in those dresses she wears all the time''
''Justin!'' sem rekla in se začela smejati.
http://25.media.tumblr.com/467c3c09db8ae391dfc3d9082e82c6e7/tumblr_mw4zkrCA4C1skb2ovo2_500.gif
''I love her.'' je rekel z nasmeškom, ko smo se nehali smejati.
''I love you too.'' sem mu odvrnila. vsi v dvorani so bili like: awwww.
potem smo se še nekaj časa pogovarjali, ko je potekla ena ura oddaje. z Justinom sva se poslovila in šla. hodila sva po temi, saj je blo že dosti pozno.
''you were great, you did it! first show of all'' je rekel in se nasmehnil.
''thanks.'' sem mu rekla z nasmeškom.
''first of all?'' sem rekla in ga čudno, z nasmehom pogledala.
''ohh, Selly... this was not the only one. you were so awesome, I can't let you hide it!'' je rekel.
bila sva tiho in se smehljala. potem me je prijel za roko in ustavil držal me je za glavo in poljubil. to je trajalo tako dolgo in bilo je tako lepo. potem me je prijel za roko in hodila sva naprej.
''what?'' sem ga vprašala.
''memories'' je rekel in me z nasmeškom pogledal.
''yeah? which?'' sem se nasmehnila.
''remember the first day we met? you cried so so so much.''
''Justin, you don't know what it is to meet a person that you have always wanted to meet.''
''yeah, I kinda know.''
''then who did you always want to meet?''
''love of my life. the girl who will always support me, love me, go thru all with me, never give up on me and will stay with me forever. I think I finally found that girl. no I don't think. I know.''
objela sem ga in vrnil mi je objem.
''wait... you really think it'syou, right?''
spustila sem ga, se umaknila in ga pogledala?
''just kidding, of course it's you.'' je rekel in me z nežnim nasmeškom spet objel.
''oh gosh, you scared the shit out of me.''
''I'm sorry'' je rekel in me še bolj objel. potem sva bila nekaj časa tiho.
''remember when I took you to a dinner?'' je rekel in se spet začel smejati.
''the best night of my life.''
''yeah...also mine.''
''and then the beach...and when you hugged me...I was so happy.''
''me too. believe me. I liked you when I saw you the first and that dinner and beach made me fall in love with you.''
je rekel in me poljubil. spet sva bila tiho, ko je rekel:
''I know what you're thinking.''
''what?''
''you are wondering if I ever loved Selena so much, right?''
to je bilo res in zato sem bila tiho.
''I didn't. never. I swear.'' je povedal in se mi nasmehnil. upala sem, da je bilo to res. stisnila sva se. potem sem zaprla oči in že napol zaspala.
''night, shawty.'' je zašepetal in mislil, da ga nisem slišala. pobožal me je po laseh, jaz pa sem mu odgovorila.
''night, Juju.'' nasmehnila sem se in on se je meni. potem me je poljubil na glavo in zaspala sva.
ko sva se naslednje jutro zbudila, sva še nekaj časa ležala in se med tem odločala kaj bova za zajtrk. na koncu sva prišla do rešitve in ta je bila, da greva na sprehod do plaže po palačinke.
oblekla sva se in šla. medtem, ko sva hodila, sem ga vprašala:
''so...do you have anything in plan for today?''
''yeah...I actually have some interview and photo shooting for magazine and I thought you could go with me?''
''yeah, sure. either way I won't have anything to do...''
''okay. thanks.'' se je zahvalil in se nasmehnil. potem me je poljubil. hodila sva naprej in kmalu prišla do stojnice z palačinkami. vzela sva jih z nutello, plačala in se sprehodila ob morju, medtem pa jedla palačinke. pogovarjala sva se o vsem možnem. slikali so naju z vseh strani, a nama je bilo vseeno. ko sva pojedla palačinke, me je prijel za roko in začela sva teči proti mojem domu. rekel je naj oblečem tisto, kar mislim imeti na intervjuju.
zanalašč sem se oblekla v to kar kaže na sliki (glej samo pulover, verižico, kapo, zamisli si še kavbojke), da bi bilo 'spodbudno'. poleg tega pa je to moj najljubši pulover. začelo se je oblačiti in močno je kazalo na dež, zato sem oblekla dolge rokave. ko sem bila oblečena, sem se pokazala Justinu. ta se je, ko je videl pulover nasmejal in me poljubil. potem me je prijel za roko in šla sva do njegove hiše. doma je bil samo Ryan in nekako sem bila bolj sproščena, ker Chaza ni bilo. šla sva v njegovo sobo. vzela sem računalnik, on pa se je medtem preoblekel v tole:
ko se je preoblekel, je rekel, da morava počasi iti.
''you look beautiful.'' je rekel nežno, z nasmeškom in me pogledal.
''so do you.'' sem odvrnila in mu vrnila nasmeh. počasi se mi je približal in me poljubil. potem sva šla. peljal naju je Ryan in z Justinom sva sedela na zadnjih sedežih avta. celo pot smo se vsi skupaj pogovarjali in smejali. potem smo prišli in Justin je rekel Ryanu, da bova šla nazaj peš. poslovili smo se in Ryan je odpeljal. prišla sva do studia in tam je bilo nekaj novinarjev. najprej je imel Justin fotografiranje in prvič sem videla, kako to zares zgleda. smejal se je in poziral. jaz sem stala za kamerami. ko je posnel nekaj fotografij, mi je z roko pokazal, naj pridem zraven njega. pogledali so me še snemalci in fotografi in se mi nasmehnili in rekli, naj pridem. šla sem do Justina in prižgala se je muzika. začela sva se smejati in pozirati in naredila sva milijon smešnih fotk. potem so nama povedali, da se bo začel intervju in da bo potekal v živo, zato naj bom jaz, ki sem prvič pred kamero čimbolj sproščena in da tako nič ne more iti narobe. Justin me je pogledal in se mi nasmehnil.
''don't worry. you're gonna be excellent.'' je rekel, ker je videl da sem bila živčna. nasmehnila sem se mu in prijel me je za roko.
''when they call us, we'll go there and we'll smile and wave, okay?''
''yeah, okay.'' sem mu odvrnila in oddaja se je začela. voditeljica je začela o tem, kaj se je dogajalo v prejšnji oddaji, kaj se bo dogajalo danes in na koncu naju je napovedala:
''Let's say hello to....JUSTIN BIEBER AND HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND, SELLY!!!'' takrat je občinstvo začelo ploskati in vrata so se odprla. Justin me je pogledal z *you can do this* pogledom in šla sva. držeč se za roke sva šla po prostoru, obdanem s kamerami. smejala sva se, mahala in sprostila sem se. sploh me ni bilo tako strah, kot sem mislila, da me bo bilo. vedela sem, da je Justin zraven in takrat je bilo v redu.
''hello lovebirds, welcome to our Show.''
''hi, it's nice to see you again. thanks.'' je rekel Justin, se nasmehnil in ji dal roko. naredila sem podobno. ne enako, da ne bi zgledala, kot da sem debil. potem sva se usedla na rdeč kavč za dva, voditeljica pa na manjši kavč za enega.
''my name is Zoe, by the way..we don't know eachother yet.'' mi je rekla in se mi nasmehnila, jaz pa sem ji pokimala in ji vrnila nasmeh. Justin me je prijel za roko. dala sem dol kapico, ker nisem hotela izpadit čudna ali kaj.
''oh, Selly, that's a nice sweater and uuu I love the necklace!'' je rekla in gledala pulover. bila je tako živahna.
''oh thank you!'' sem rekla in se še bolj sprostila. pogledala sem Justina, ki se je smejal.
''so, Justin, how does it feel when you have such a supporting girlfriend?''
nasmehnila sem se in pogledala Justina.
''It's the best. It really is. we have such a wonderful times together. and she actually knows everything about me.'' je rekel in vsi smo se začeli smejati.
''describe your feelings to us, please.''
''oh, of course. she's a beautiful person. not just on the outside, but in the inside too. she completes me and we're just the same. everything I like to do, she likes to do or the other way. we always laugh and things. we talk about... I actually tell her everything and she speak a lot so I think she tells me everything.''
je rekel in spet je bila polna dvorana smeha.
''beside, she's super cute in those dresses she wears all the time''
''Justin!'' sem rekla in se začela smejati.
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''I love her.'' je rekel z nasmeškom, ko smo se nehali smejati.
''I love you too.'' sem mu odvrnila. vsi v dvorani so bili like: awwww.
potem smo se še nekaj časa pogovarjali, ko je potekla ena ura oddaje. z Justinom sva se poslovila in šla. hodila sva po temi, saj je blo že dosti pozno.
''you were great, you did it! first show of all'' je rekel in se nasmehnil.
''thanks.'' sem mu rekla z nasmeškom.
''first of all?'' sem rekla in ga čudno, z nasmehom pogledala.
''ohh, Selly... this was not the only one. you were so awesome, I can't let you hide it!'' je rekel.
bila sva tiho in se smehljala. potem me je prijel za roko in ustavil držal me je za glavo in poljubil. to je trajalo tako dolgo in bilo je tako lepo. potem me je prijel za roko in hodila sva naprej.
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