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pozno ponoči so domov prišli Pattie, Bruce in Diane in zbudila sem se. ostalih še ni bilo. Justin je spal. iz postelje sem vstala tako, da ga nisem zbudila. potem sem vstala in jih šla pozdravit. Bruce in Diane sta šla kmalu v sobo. 

''so.. did you and Justin had fun today?'' 

''uhm.. ye..I..'' 

''what?'' 

''well.. when we wanted to go home, a guy came behind us and he hit him.. and Justin.. fell and he woke up when we came home, not earlier.. I'm so..'' zajokala sem. ''I'm so sorry.. it was my fault..because I knew this guy before and just because of me.. he said I'm a bitch and Justin couldn't.. he slapped Luke and then Luke slapped him back and then Justin started to bleeding and I...'' 

''honey, it's not your fault'' je rekla in tekla gor k Justinu. jaz sem objokana stekla za njo. usedla se je zraven Justina in on se je zbudil. 

''hey..ah..why are you here?'' jo je vprašal. ''and why is Selly crying?'' je rekel, takoj vstal in prišel do mene.

''what's wrong baby?'' 

''no..nothing..'' 

''mom, what happened?'' 

''I came home and Selly told me that some guy hit you and you fell.. and she blames herself because she knew that guy before'' 

Justin me je pogledal in me pobožal po laseh.

''oh sweety..I'm okay. it doesen't hurt anymore and it's not your fault.'' pogledal je Pattie. ''mom..just go to sleep, okay? goodnight.'' je rekel. 

''okay. goodnight guys'' šla je iz sobe. Justin je spet pogledal mene. objel me je. 

''why do you always blame yourself?'' 

''I..I don't..I..''

''it's okay. don't worry, alright? nothing's your fault.'' spet me je pogledal in mi obrisal solze. potem mi je dal lupčka na čelo. 

''let's go back to bed'' je zašepetal.

''okay.'' 

''Jus?''

''o-oh. it's always something wrong when you call me Jus'' zasmejala sem se.

''nothing's wrong'' 

''then tell me'' nekaj časa sem bila tiho. 

''could you please...'' 

''what?'' 

''kiss me and when you do that cuddle with me all night'' 

''I wished you'd say that'' zasmejala sem se. 

po treh minutah je vprašal:

''was that enaugh?''

''I'd never get enaugh of this.. but if you..''

''no, I don't'' me je prekinil in spet me je poljubil. zasmejala sem se. potem se je ulegel zraven mene in me objel. močno me je stisnil. 

''goodnight shawty''

''nighty night honey'' dal mi je lupčka na čelo in potem sva zaspala.